loves perception

my eyes are closed,
now i perceive her
so blindness i crave,
rather losing her sight naïve

my thoughts blunder,
truly conscious of her,
fool i prefer to stay,
if wisdom cost her

my feelings meet no bounds,
but in her they all subdue,
love restless so be,
to be content only within her

my actions make no sense
in her happiness i am comfortable
clown i prefer to be label
than see her eyes in tear

my words fail to capture,
her tender beautiful feature,
i rather wait as a mute spectator
as beauty beg to be define by her

my time live frozen,
warmth in her as i cuddle,
i prefer to die here,
rather from her arms far

death will play foul,
then our love in timeless mould,
as union of true lovers be crowned
poems of our love be written down

raHUL

dr. ambedkar- sun that never sets

i see a sun that never sets,
that enlighten inner quest,
by transcending hearts gate
to overcome lives fade

i see a sun that never sets,
burns stoically for the rest
to help achieve forbidden glory
of those lives gloomy

I see a sun that never sets,
for millions pride sake
breaking law of nature
like a rebel dares death

i see a sun that never sets
and he is a man on mission
with sublime noble reason
to fight human discrimination

i see a man surmount a sun
brilliant high in the sky
nevertheless refusing to lie
unlike a sun that sets everyday

truly Dr. Ambedkar, a dalit icon
is the only sun, dalits reckon
and world shall not witness
any other sun that never sets

raHUL

turth whisper

alone sinking in deep despair
i hear to truth whisper,
where Impermanence of beings
is ignored as ever a bliss
and truth buried ceremonial
to invite happiness immoral
such falsity of worldly affair
can ever be altruistic?

raHUL

a poem- darkness triumph

in gust of sorrow, does darkness dwell
eyes open or closed, it hardly quell
engulfs into heart shell, never to be flare
here darkness stays virgin, forever to reign
such purity of darkness, pious than light
embrace every form, without any bias
shuns worldly treasure, in emptiness seek pleasure
no light manipulate, such darkness immaculate

and in such darkness, we still feel worried
nothing but of, our own devious belief
that in light we hardly gaze, in darkness chase
besiege light illuminated, fails prize integrity
of human conscience, blight by fragility
eternity has witness, blindfold justice conquest
alas! after viciousness, committed in light
triumph of darkness, linger in reverberating silence

raHUL

a poem- soul v/s love

soul in silent abyss,
distancing itself from harmonic love,
that amid fantasy hard to shove,
sights of past-future, happy-sad,
and those at times hard to find,
crawls and creeps as thoughts unleash,
where shadow defeats its own self,
enduring the darkness of the cold soul

but languish love manipulate glow
never estrange to jilted soul
true to its nature creates a vacuum
hard to fill even if pyramid built
reaches the warmth of forbidden soul
let the inevitable death haul
once amorous now the barren soul
“i stay forever”, cried love immortal

raHUL

a poem- fear v/s dream

what is it that i fear? when things are bright clear
maybe dreams those so dear; fail to come near
dream akin concubine; shy on eyes wide open
will ever be mine; like crown on head shine

in midst of confusion, i lay lonely on horizon,
to hunt down illusion, and implore inspiration
to conquer denunciation, of dreams I so realize
and cloaked in audacity; to sterile my fear entirely

in solitude i shall cherish; the scar of lost fear
still my dreams unbridle; like unbound lover
enticingly fail to ebb, vigorous in pride
had no doubt with glittering hope, dawn will arise

raHUL

a poem- dedicated to nirvaan

oh nirvaan ! truly dearly you ,
how should i tell you,
how much i love you,
i am your uncle,
you’re my nephew,
thats not all i have to tell you,
i can see in you,
astonishing wisdom and noble cue,

so i like to earnestly convey you,
in this world of disguise beauty,
nirvaan be the crown of integrity,
cherish the values of buddha,
knowledge, character and generosity,
and accomplish the ambedkar glory,
your parents nita and vivek,
working hard for your sake,

for you the platform is set,
to lead the rest,
born in wealthy country of opportunity,
don’t ever forget humility,
towards suffering dalit society,
strive for their prosperity,
your grand parents abhayanand and jhanaprabha,
devoted most of life to ambedkarite,

be the reason for their pride,
by never giving up the quest,
that born american by birth,
you are equally devoted,
to spread the ambedkar word,
to make india prabuddha,
oh nirvaan! truly dearly you,
buddha’s of past and future, bless you.
sadhu, sadhu, sadhu !

raHUL